Sometimes we stand all Alone, is my topic on this week’s “Bleeding Heart Chronicles”. Good morning, love. I’m going to bear my soul to you today, be prepared. I’ll try not to be too long winded. Sometimes we face situations by ourselves. Some more then others. You have family, friends and husband/wife all around you. Then bam! A bad situation comes along and you look around and wonder where did everyone go? The most devastating time of my life, I faced alone in such a way, it changed me forever. It killed the person I was, never to be again.
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The person that was supposed to love me, turned on me. She didn’t just betray me. She created a malicious situation that effected me and my children. It was a stressful, depressing, Rollercoaster ride. Family was powerless to help or offer solutions. Friends dropped me and avoided me like the plague. In desperation I reached out to church. They spit in my face! And Religion, placed a foot on my throat and stepped down as I was choking to death. My children and I suffered together. It was my darkest hour. Attempts to have me killed. Suicide. And a stroke, was my only reward. For a time, I lost everything that meant anything to me at all. Death refused to swallow me! My body survived. But my soul breathed it’s last breath. Then…… I was reborn….spiritually.
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I was touched by darkness. I danced with death. And she tasted me. And I felt her warm embrace. I was awakened for the first time! As if I had been asleep for a thousand years. A fire was lite in my soul and I burned as I never had before. I was alive in ways I can not explain! I was thrown to the wolves and had become a wolf myself, a greater wolf then those that sought to rip me apart. I emerged as a single burning flame. And yet, my bond and my love for my children multiplied infinitely. They are my anchor. My light. Maybe it explains my passion for the broken. People who are wronged, lied to, betrayed, cheated on, looked down on and judged!! I was beat down to my knees, but I’m now standing. I was given death, and yet I have new life. Love was stolen from me, but now I have a purer love. I gained back all that really meant something to me, plus.
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Why did I tell you this? Because I want you to understand, that no matter what comes against you. No matter who runs out on you. No matter who hurts you. If you will stand up again, … Yes, even if you have to do it by yourself. You will see a bigger brighter, YOU! A better YOU. A happier YOU! It may be days, weeks. But I’m telling you now, it will happen. Believe it and it will be so. I never would’ve dreamed that I would be the person I am today. Yes I’m what people sometimes call dark. I am judged. I am misunderstood. I laugh. Cause their kind is what made me! But I will NOT allow peoples uneducated, self serving opinion of me dictate how I live my life. And neither should you!! Be YOU! The Real YOU! Do you understand that is what makes you beautiful?? Unique? So why hide your beauty? Be who you were meant to be! Too many people pretend to be something they are not just to fit into what society believes they should be. This non acceptance and judge mentality is what cause people to commit suicide and other horrible situations. I don’t hide who I am or what I am. Stand, even if you’re alone. Face your situation knowing you WILL come out even better down the road. Yes, I believe bad situations mask something better yet to come. All we have to do is endure. You’ll be stronger and smarter. In my eyes. You that are broken. Are beautifully broken. I see your beauty. Now let others see it too!
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When lovers, friends and family leave you standing by yourself to face the unknown. Just know, you have yet to see your own beauty you possess inside. And this situation in the end, will allow your true colors to shine through. I stand in the darkness for you. Why? Because I believe a single flame can burn against all darkness!! It is my hope, that you feel me. That my energy will give you comfort and strength. I support you. I bleed with you. And Together, we will rise up again. Because Together we are unstoppable, my love! WE will master standing on our own! Always and forever!
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Lord Freakzilla is a passionate and resourceful creative writer, experienced in studies of human behavior and psychology. His articles for “Bleeding Heart Chronicles “ is fueled by his compassion for the broken hearted. He also brings to the table his gothic poetry style for “Dark Rose Poems” series.
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I loved that i wish i had that kind of strength but i dont have anyone that would listen