March 17 – Anniversary of broken dreams, is my topic on this week’s “Bleeding Heart Chronicles”. Good morning, love. We go through this crazy life making mistakes. Some mistakes cut us deep and we bleed out. I bet there are certain dates or incidents that still stand out in your mind. You can still almost feel the blade as if it just happened to you. You still remember your thoughts, your hopes and your dreams. You may remember how happy you were in the beginning. How quickly the best day of your life ever, can spiral into a nightmare. The good news is, when you hit bottom, it can only get better afterwards. Bad news is, you NEVER outgrow making mistakes!
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After coming out of one of the worst relationships ever in my life. The girl, was a narcissist. The mental abuse can devastate you for years to come. The gift that keeps on giving! I was never in love with her but I was still broken in ways I never knew possible. I spent a year avoiding women all together. I didn’t want to be touched! I didn’t believe in love anymore. And I was fine being alone. But as fate would have it, I met someone that changed my mind. I fell in love. I loved everything about her. It had its ups and downs. The good times were bliss, the bad was pure hell! There were red flags, but I ignored them. I mean, really? How the in the world can the same bs happen to the same guy twice? After hitting a low that parted us. I let her push her way back in. My gut was screaming NO!! My friends thought I was crazy. But love is love. It never makes sense.
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So now I make a bold move. I pledged my love and commitment to her. She excepted. For a short time I was happier then I had ever been. But nothing ever last…ever. She never took the commitment seriously as I did. She always had an excuse for why she hide the symbol of our love. And secretly, she was talking about me behind my back to my friends. Which I found out later, and then decided to walk away. Of course, I am the villain of this story. The sign really comes after a complete break. This is where a person will reveal their true self and intensions. The moves she made afterwards showed there was no love. Playing mind games of contact and then ignore. Back and forth. Put everything into question. The entire relationship was a lie. Nothing was real. She never loved me.
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So why tell you this story? Because I want you to realize that we are all the same underneath. As much experience in relationships that I have, I still fell into something I had no control over. I ignored signs. Because I was following my heart. No matter who you are or how smart you think you are, you are going to fail. It happens to us all. It doesn’t make you a stupid person. It doesn’t mean you are unworthy of something great. It’s not something that you should tortue yourself over as most of us end up doing. No one’s life is perfect. Although I know plenty who pretend theirs is! Just know the one’s who seem perfect, often are the worst one’s. We all experience pain, suffering and hard choices. Understand that life gives us problems to teach us lessons so that we may grow and mature. This is why you should always appreciate the simple moments and hold onto them. Realize it is a blessing and it will not last long. Disappointments and heartaches are life’s way of saying I’ve got something better for you. So hold on. Realize you are stronger then you have imagined. You will rediscover a better you as you come through the darkness.
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When relationships and life leave you with broken dreams and you feel you’ve fallen on your face. The focus should never be to NEVER fall or fail, but in rising back up. And that is your beauty as you rise transformed. No matter your age, you will never outgrow encountering obstacles. Or even making mistakes. We should learn the patience to wait for the right moment to come along and the courage to take it. Never let the weight of life choke you. Instead, you should be choking life, to give you what you want. I stand with you. I support you. I bleed with you. And Together, we will rise above our broken dreams. We will improve our lives. We will know happiness again. Because Together we are unstoppable, my love! WE will master our broken dreams! Always and forever!
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Lord Freakzilla is a passionate and resourceful creative writer, experienced in studies of human behavior and psychology. His articles for “Bleeding Heart Chronicles “ is fueled by his compassion for the broken hearted. He also brings to the table his gothic poetry style for “Dark Rose Poems” series.
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