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Being a God! Part 1, is my topic on this week’s “Bleeding Heart Chronicles”. Good morning, love. Being A God can come in many different flavors. We are going to talk about someone making you a God and people making themselves, Gods. I may actually be the only creature on this planet who is Not A God. Although I have been made into one many times in my life. I most certainly have a disdain for being one and for those who set themselves above others as if they are one. And yes, that’s sarcasm you detect in my tone, lol. [gap size=”8px”] So, you sweep this person off their feet. You’re good looking, charming, romantic, etc. They’ve never meet anyone like you before. You say all the right things. Do all the rights things. They brag to all their friends about you. When they speak to you, they actually have to catch their breath because they are so in love with you. You’re sensitive to energy and you can literally feel their love warm through your body and soul. It becomes such a high for both of you. A never ending adrenaline rush. You watch as other men/women walk around on the earth. They fall down. They dust themselves off and continue on their way. But you, you’re high above in the clouds. You’re a God. You’re lady/man wouldn’t dream of cheating or lying to you. Why would they? You’re a God. Life is great. [gap size=”8px”] But…. You’re not. And that fateful day arrives. You make one tiny mistake. You prove you are No God. What should be a tiny fall and you get back up again. Doesn’t happen. You’re fall is from the clouds. You never, ever survive that fall. EVER! If you’ve ever wondered what made me this Dark and twisted soul. One of the things is being put on a pedestal too many times even tho it’s not what I wanted or asked for. So, let me amuse you with one situation I had. [gap size=”8px”] I met this girl in a restaurant. She was my waitress. I was eating alone. I could tell she was clearly taken with me and she boldly asked me out. By the fourth date she was proclaiming her love for me. Everyday was a new high with her. It was intoxicating. So, we are out one night. We had been drinking and went to a restaurant. For some reason, Waitresses love to hit on me. Go figure. So this waitress was being very nice to my girlfriend and I. Very attentive, laughing and talkative. But I felt the energy get thick between my girlfriend and I. So I asked if anything was wrong. She told me no. But the walk to the truck after the meal showed clearly there was something missing. Once in the vehicle she reveals that she is hurt. She believed the waitress was flirting with me and I allowed it. Just like any normal man would she said. She was disappointed in me. I turned out to be a mere mortal. This was the beginning of the end. Our relationship ended that night over someone flirting with me. I didn’t even realize the waitress was. The breakup wasn’t immediate. But the downward spiral began that night. I wish I could say this was my one and only event like this. But it’s one of a long line of many. [gap size=”8px”] Being a God is about being perfect. Trying to be perfect, will make you insane your entire life. Perfection, is the enemy. It is the voice of your oppressor. And when someone makes you a God, it’s not as pretty as it sounds on paper. Real life, is a different beast. Someone putting you on a pedestal is a death sentence just waiting to happen. When will what I do be enough? You can get caught up and actually start having unrealistic expectations of yourself. The pursuit of perfection often not only impedes improvement in your own life, but sets you up for failure and disappointment. When people expect perfection, they are never content. And therefore never happy. [gap size=”8px”] In my next installment of Being a God Part 2. We will be talking about people making their own selves Gods and expecting perfection from others. [gap size=”8px”] We live in a world of high expectations. People who expect you to be perfect, is the surest way to live their life full of disappointments. The term “perfection” is a very ambiguous one. I like to call it “The God Complex”. We are Not God’s. You are not a God. Perfection will Never be us! Practice does Not make perfect! Never let someone put you on a pedestal because it will forever guide your life. And the fall will destroy you and your life. Be you. Be only you. This should always be enough. Surround yourself with people who can accept you for who you truly are. I stand with you. I bleed with you. We will pursue a brighter day in our life. We will overcome The God complex that impedes our happiness. Because Together we are unstoppable, my love! WE will overcome perfectionism! Always and forever![image src=”http://bleedingheartchronicles.lordfreakzilla.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/11/hr-Bleeding-heart3.png” alt=”HeartHR”]
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Lord Freakzilla is a passionate and resourceful creative writer, experienced in studies of human behavior and psychology. His articles for “Bleeding Heart Chronicles “ is fueled by his compassion for the broken hearted. He also brings to the table his gothic poetry style for “Dark Rose Poems” series.
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